Psalm 38 feels quite different from the 37 psalms that have come before it. It bears similarities with some of the desperate pleas we have encountered in David’s life, but the feel is just very different. In the previous psalms, there was a specific threat or situation facing David, but here – although there are echoes of a threat – the emphasis seems to be much more on David’s awareness of being a sinner whilst going through suffering.
And so, feeling great anguish, David pleads with God not to treat him according to his sinfulness out of anger (verse 1). It’s as though he had treasured his Bible and knew that great declaration to Moses at Sinai:
The Lord – the Lord is a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger and abounding in faithful love and truth, maintaining faithful love to a thousand generations, forgiving iniquity, rebellion and sin. But he will not leave the guilty unpunished, bringing the fathers’ iniquity on the children and grandchildren to the third and fourth generation.
Exodus 34 verses 6 and 7
The confidence to pray for God to be merciful only really makes sense if you trust that he is a “compassionate and gracious God”. And so, although David recognises that he deserves to be in the terrible situation he is in because of his sin, he trusts he can still pray to God for deliverance because he knows his character (verses 1 to 3).
Verses 4 to 12 flesh out in more detail the anguish of David’s situation. Much of it may be poetic, describing the emotional turmoil of being wracked with sin – but the intended reading could also very well be literal, with the backdrop being one of genuine great ill health. In either case – David’s friends have left him and his enemies are there, waiting to pounce, on top of all David’s other worries (verses 11 and 12).
And yet, depsite being in such a terrible situation, David does not take things into his own hands (verses 13 and 14). Instead, his trust is in God, who he knows will answer him (verse 15). And so David’s earlier prayer for deliverance (verse 16) is certain, even though his situation has not improved (verse 17). If this were me, I would find it quite easy to pray again for deliverance, or find another way to bring it about. But David’s response is very different – his deep need has caused him to remember his sinfulness (verse 17).
I suppose that tells us something, doesn’t it, about the immense importance of sin. Physical trials surround him – and David’s number one prioirty is the state of his heart before God. I definitely need to learn that lesson. Father – forgive me and teach me to follow your ways.
Even so, there are enemies and David is still in a bind – he hasn’t forgotten (verses 19 and 20). So he prays that God’s deliverance in this need would be soon to be seen (verses 21 and 22).
Psalm 39 is another psalm that comes as a bit of a surprise. We’re almost a third of the way through them, and suddenly here’s something completely new. So what does David intend to teach us in this psalm? It has been sent to the choir director for use in corporate worship, after all. To me, it’s a bit of an Old Testament proto-Galatians, warning us about the danger of abandoning God’s grace and relying on our own strength and works.
This seems to me to be the intention of verse 1: “I will guard my ways so that I may not sin with my tongue”. Now, this is definitely a biblical aim – James affirms that “If anyone does not stumble in what he says, he is mature, able also to control the whole body.” (James 3 verse 2). The catch is this – “no one can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison” (James 3 verse 8). And this is how it goes for David too.
He holds his tongue, even refraining from speaking good, and yet ther was pain (verses 2 and 3). You see, as Jesus says, “what comes out of the mouth comes from the heart, and this defiles a person. For from the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, sexual immoralities, thefts, false testimonies, slander” (Matthew 15 verses 18 and 19). The point is this: it is not the mouth and our words themselves that are evil, that make us sinful. It is we ourselves who are sinful, totally depraved in our whole nature. David’s speechlessness was only treating a symptom, not the real problem.
And so David ends his silence (verse 3), turning in prayer (verses 4 to 13) to the only physician who could possibly cure him of his ailment (Mark 2 verse 17). So achingly aware of his sinfulness, and thus the holiness of God, David prays for humility from God because of his human condition (verses 4 to 6).
But this is not his main prayer. Knowing the sinfulness of his heart, he knows that it is only through faith in God (verse 7) that he can be forgiven – rescued from – his sin (verse 8). So, David knows that in one sense he needs to maintain his silence (verse 9); there is no space for boasting, since it is God’s work (Romans 3 verse 27). Thoughts of God’s grace cause us to see so clearly our sinfulness, and the affliction sin sets on us. The discipline may be scary and hard to sit under (verses 10 and 11), but it is an expression of that grace (Hebrews 12 verses 3 to 13).
And so David keeps praying to God (verse 12). He knows that he is a wandering pilgrim here on earth (verse 12), with a better inheritance by far in heaven (Hebrews 11). But his sin still weighs on his mind, and he is aware of God’s righteous wrath in his justice and his need for grace (verse 13). Fortunately, this is exactly what the God he worships is like:
The Lord – the Lord is a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger and abounding in faithful love and truth, maintaining faithful love to a thousand generations, forgiving iniquity, rebellion and sin. But he will not leave the guilty unpunished, bringing the fathers’ iniquity on the children and grandchildren to the third and fourth generation.
Exodus 34 verses 6 and 7